It's been a minute and I have to be honest.  At this point I don't think anyone is reading but I'm not going to stop serving this page.  This is the Expressions blog.  Here for me and you to get to know one another.  Ask questions about me, the products let me ask questions about you like, where are you?  Any way let's play a little catch up.  Well it has been brought and things really can not get any worse.  Yet and still out of all that has been going on, things still are not worse than those days I lost my parents. 

Naw, I'm just kinda numb now, a little confused and trying to figure things out.  Am I angry about what's been brought? naw, just kinda hurt and I just really don't understand.  God has been talking to me lately He's been trying to explain why?  Yeah it makes since but sometimes I just don't want to hear it cause it hurts so much but in reality if it's better that a man lose every physical thing in the world and not his soul.  Then I am in a better place.  Why and how do I know?  I just said it, God's been talking to me and whether I want to listen to Him or not the fact is that I hear Him.  His sheep recognize His voice.  That is the only comforting thought to me right now. 

How do you describe the feel of a cold knife inserted into your chest
How do you describe the chill of emptiness that burns inside
How can you pick the exact words to say to someone who asks
Are you ok?
Do you need anything?
When you don't even recognize what's missing anymore?
Fooled and blinded by your own intentions
Which weren't all bad, just not enough.
How do you smile through tears relentlessly falling
For no reason and for every reason in the world
I don't want to make any more excuses
I'm tired of having good reasons for falling short
Always running from what I am
I can't escape the destiny of what my life is to be
I can't hide from the mistakes, the failures, the dark cloud, the life, the horror
That is me.


I'm not suicidal guys.  I am just not having a good day today.

Until next time.  Express Yourself

When you can still hear God's voice or feel God's presence then how bad can it realy be because anything else pales in comparison.;)

Truly, spoken like someone who has obviously heard the voice of God. You are so right. Thank you for the reminder.

Girl, you may not have had a good day that day. The Lord knows it was not a bad day niether. I am happy that His sheep hears his vioce. Let him use you. My sister you just pulled a flock of His children out of the mess that they were in. Here we are in the second month of this New Year and it is still working. Not a bad day at all.

Thanks for stopping by. Nope I didn't have a good day that day, nor did I have a good year. Well I won't say that. Let's change perspectives. It was an excellent year of learning and growing. I found a strength in me that I didn't know I had and I've made new and good friends and I didn't know that I could do that. I have had challenges that have forced me to make a decision. Either lie down and die or trust more in Jesus. I chose the latter and I am still hear living my dreams getting better every day. Is life the same, or will it ever be? No, not even close. Even though I loved my life the way it was before I never knew that I actually could have a good life but live it more abundantly. Thank you Jesus for guiding my journey. I realize the journey is the stint of your lifetime. We have a long way to go and I'm just fine. Thanks again for letting me hear from you. Come back again soon. It's been a year ya'll sorry for the hiatus. But I'm back serving this page. I've been pretty busy and that is a good thing but I'll try to catch you up and keep you updated every other day. Check the newsletter page, there you will find natural recipes etc for your empowering pleasure! Remember don't dally, keep it moving! :)