It's been a minute and I have to be honest.  At this point I don't think anyone is reading but I'm not going to stop serving this page.  This is the Expressions blog.  Here for me and you to get to know one another.  Ask questions about me, the products let me ask questions about you like, where are you?  Any way let's play a little catch up.  Well it has been brought and things really can not get any worse.  Yet and still out of all that has been going on, things still are not worse than those days I lost my parents. 

Naw, I'm just kinda numb now, a little confused and trying to figure things out.  Am I angry about what's been brought? naw, just kinda hurt and I just really don't understand.  God has been talking to me lately He's been trying to explain why?  Yeah it makes since but sometimes I just don't want to hear it cause it hurts so much but in reality if it's better that a man lose every physical thing in the world and not his soul.  Then I am in a better place.  Why and how do I know?  I just said it, God's been talking to me and whether I want to listen to Him or not the fact is that I hear Him.  His sheep recognize His voice.  That is the only comforting thought to me right now. 

How do you describe the feel of a cold knife inserted into your chest
How do you describe the chill of emptiness that burns inside
How can you pick the exact words to say to someone who asks
Are you ok?
Do you need anything?
When you don't even recognize what's missing anymore?
Fooled and blinded by your own intentions
Which weren't all bad, just not enough.
How do you smile through tears relentlessly falling
For no reason and for every reason in the world
I don't want to make any more excuses
I'm tired of having good reasons for falling short
Always running from what I am
I can't escape the destiny of what my life is to be
I can't hide from the mistakes, the failures, the dark cloud, the life, the horror
That is me.


I'm not suicidal guys.  I am just not having a good day today.

Until next time.  Express Yourself

The colder it gets the dryer I get.  Thank goodness for my skin balm. Yeah I know that sounds like a line from a commercial but it's true.  Nothing moisturizes like it does.  Well maybe something does but I have a whole line of fragrances to offer that you can't get anywhere else including unscented for the sensitive.  Take a peek at the site and drop me a line.  Seriously tho no more commercials because I will have an official commercial soon on podcast that you may see on my www.black business space.com page and on my website.  It's getting lonely out here so I hope you stop by so I can read you soon.  I'm off to work and I'm optimistic that it's going to be a good day.  I don't think things could get much worse.  I hope all of you had a very Merry Christmas and that the New Year will bring you a ship load of blessings from above.

What a morning, I'm on my way out to take a nice long drive.  I'm dropping off some pups this am to their new home.  Weimars are just an incredible breed.  I'll introduce you to mine later.  I've decided to keep the last one so there is a new addition to my family.  I'm calling him Worthington, it sounds very noble, very aristocratic.  

I have to write the newsletter today.  I'm just not sure what to discuss at this point.  I promise I will try to make it as interesting as possible.  Haven't heard from you guys yet.  Guess everyone is busy rushing about due to Christmas.  Don't worry, I'll still be here when you stop by.  It's cold very cold I better bundle up.  I think I'll get some Starbucks this morning.  Nothing like Starbucks on a long commute. Have a great day and I hope to read you all later.

He's definitely bringing it.  I don't think I can get any more afraid than I am now.  However, I'm not alone.  Just feels like it.

Holla back.

At this point, I'm really not going to go into detail but I must let you all in on something.  God is alive and on the throne.  My Lord and Savior is coming thru for me in ways I never imagined.  I guess for a person to really see Him show up in a miraculous way you have to be going through something.  Believe me, I have been going through it FOR REAL.   I just have to laugh at that devil right now.  I told him the worst thing I'd ever been through was losing my parents and if he's gonna come after me bring it.  In the midst of my trials I have looked back on that statement many times and thought "uh ho." You know what else, I got PRETTY low let's not go there on about how low;  however, I'm not quite out of the water and there are still cliffs I can fall from but I stand firmly with Jesus Christ as my witness and provider yelling at the top of my lungs from every roof top in order to let my voice resound throughout the valleys of the world........"BRANG IT!!" 

Thanks for listening yall

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Hey Reading World,

Good, you made it.  It's pretty cool of you to spend some of your time with us.  Light a candle get comfortable and share.  We want to hear everything you have to say about anything at all.

As for me it's 11:52 and I'm tired, again.  I chose another blog host, didn't much like the other one, I like this one much better. But it takes time to put it together.  I hope you like it too.  Please feel to speak, not just to IEMYB .... but to just speak.  I personally want to read you.  There is a lot going on today and I am not sure if it's all good anymore, but together maybe we can find something good to discuss.

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